The Night Before
Ready and Willing- my thoughts and reasonsI've been on the computer every night this week, trying to get enough helpful information. I want to be sure I can do this, and for the right reasons. Currently I am at 128-130lbs, standing 5'1". I think I look ok, nothing special. I don't want to just ok, I want to be a MILF. I want my husband to show me off. I want to be that young mom whom everyone goes to for advise on their bodies. I want to be healthy and not crave junk. Sometimes I find myself eating, not because I'm hungry, but bored.
Date: 1/25/2008 9:39:55 PM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 1244 times
Why do we eat? Stupid question, not really. Seriously, we crave these foods that we know are bad for us, yet we still eat them. And WHY? I don't have an answer, but I wonder what will happen if I change my eating lifestyle. If I loss weight and gain muscle in the mean time great. I usually go to the gym 5-6 times a week for almost 2hrs. I want to be 40 and look like I'm 25. Currently I'm 25 and I feel like I'm 40. Always tired, not enough hours in the day. I want to wake up, stretch, get my daughter up for school and get through an entire day without wondering when I'm going to finally go to bed. I mean seriously, I say to myself "Can't I just sleep, is it almost that time". And sex, forget about it, I'm so tired that if I haven't done it by 8-8:30pm, good luck trying.
At one point, after I had my 5yr, I looked amazing. I weighed 141 lbs the day before I gave birth. I worked out constantly and maintained a healthy diet while being pregnant! HOW THE HELL IS THAT POSSIBLE. I craved salad instead of ice cream. I craved gallons of ice colded water instead of soda. Three days after, I weighed 117 lbs, and 2 months later I weighed 92 lbs. Sure that was a little unhealthy, but that's what happens when you work 40 hrs and go to school full-time, mind you a new born baby at home. Needless to say the last 20 lbs not so healthy.
I will break my blogs down into what I drink, how I feel, excersie, physical changes, likes/dislikes of the fast.
If no one reads, then fine my own secret diary. Neddless to say I only want to hear from others if they have good juicing suggestions/recipes or words of encouragement. I do not want negative thoughts please. I hope to write every day if not every other day. I plan to read other Blogs and get ideas. I will post some good juicing recipes myself.
I'm a little nervous about tomorrow, but we'll do it!
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