I used to be around 115lbs going up and down a few lbs but never more than 120lbs. Whilst being involved in an abusive and posessive relationship, I turned to food for comfort and really lost interest in myself. I knew I was putting on weight but at that moment in time I didn’t care and just sat around eating all day. I have recently lost 6 lbs with healthy eating and exercise but that took me almost 6 weeks. I now weigh 147 and really want to go to atleast 130 to regain my confidence and be the person I used to be. The weight reminds me of the lowest part of my life...odd I know. ...   read more