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day 2 fail but starting again today 12 y
diet fasting day 2
UGHM
how why what the f***?
i ate, argh
so dont give up starting again today!!!
COME ON PUT YOURSELF TOGETHER!
i ate cuz i was afraid that after the fast i d be gaining the weight back quicker, and i d mess up my metabolism and slowing it down
on the other hand i cant hold on to a normal diet
dilema
help me visit the page DAY 1! feeling great morning weight 159,6 afternoon w:157,6 12 y
today day 1 and allready lost 2 pounds
GREAT!!! i allready love the fast. I ve done some small fasts before like for 3 days but allways failed. THIS TIME im so damned motivated. I am choosing not to fail! im a strong woman with a enormous willpower. If this fast can help me conquer my eating disorder, getting my life together. Im so happy every second on the fast. today i went to the coty, walked around a lot, bought some tea (yeah i know its not entirely a waterfast if you keep on drinking diet coke, coffee, tea and crystal clear). But remember its about the food with me !
if i can find the willpower to fast for10 days i can ... read more preparing myself mentally for the fast tomorrow 12 y
Hey, in this entry i ll be introducing myself about my history with bulimia and road to recovery.
Hey there everybody,
Today i went to the dietrician, she told me to do a 1200 cal diet. I’ll do that after the fast ends in 10 days but first i need to clean up my system. I need to feel great about myself first before i can even have a healthy lifestyle you know. In the next 10 days i ll only be drinking water with lemon in+ parsleyjuice. If if if i ll be soooo deadly hungry and tempted to break the fast i ll eat a piece of cucumber. Those are my rules.
ive been suffering from bulimia for about 6 years now. Its time for me to start enjoying life and food again. get myself together. ... read more |