changes 10 y
Fasting ALL aspects of my person (not just food).
I am taking a break from blogging for the moment because I am busy: The fasting I have been doing has done a good job and has revealed to me some changes I must make, some things I must let go of. ... visit the page
It's all a continuous process 10 y
Bless you all who live and search and struggle.
I am still here! I am fasting. It is the first of May. I will not give up trying. I intend to peel the onion , get to the bottom of me, my dependencies and reveal my hidden corners wh... read more
Water fasting again. Day 1. 10 y
Failure is not falling down but refusing to get up. (chinese proverb)
I have lost him, I have lost myself, lost contact. What happened, when did it happen? I was following, then I started leading= deciding that I could eat more even after it was not necessary, then, ... read more
Days 4 and 5 10 y
The answer is in each of us, NEVER anywhere else.
I was not strictly water fasting on day 5 but I AM close to god and on a journey aiming at STAYING FOR EVER FOR GOOD FROM NOW in contact with my, our, beautiful god and the way to remain in this s... read more
Days two and three 10 y
Following not leading.
...went well. I did make some juice on day three. Had a back ache on day three. I go through healing crisis here and there. Which is great because that's when I am reminded of the real meaning and ... read more
Day1 waterfast 10 y
Failure does not exist, only if you "fail" to try again.
Monday went very well. I was in fasting mode straight away probably because had started last week and did not throw in the towel when I fell off the wagon. I had a huge headache from ab 12 noon unt... visit the page
Start of new waterfast Monday April 20th 10 y
"Refuse to believe that there are things that you cannot do"
I am starting my 40 day fast today.
I Will end the fast on Saturday the 30th of May of May at 1800 hours with some juice. Then Juice for the first 2 weeks of June. Then a little raw fruit and vege... visit the page
Day 5 10 y
Everyone makes mistakes...
Yesterday was good up to the point when I let myself have some organic beer thinking of those fasting monks fasting on home-made beer (honest! searh the internet & c 4 yourselves...).... read more
Day 4 of my waterfast 10 y
You don't need to be religious to feel god.
Yesterday went very well, appart from feeling faint at some point in the afternoon I was energetic for most of the day and did a lot of walking, playing with my children (transformed the kitchen in... read more
day 3 of water fasting 10 y
All negative feelings be them physical, emotional or mental are a complete ILLUSIONS! Feeling hungry, believing we will die if we don't eat, fears, self-doubt, paranoia, sentiment that people don't like us, fear of not being capable, panic, our dependance on people and places and subsequently on what they say to us, etc, etc, etc....
Yesterday I felt dizzy and had to stand up slowly to avoid fainting. But I felt happy. My senses of smell, sight, touch, hearing were hightened. The weather was pleasant and I soooooo felt the... read more
day 2 10 y
Emptying down to find what I am made of
I found a very helpful website, worth reading before starting a fast: www.freedomyou.com. Start with "ten tips for a successful fast. there is a lot throughout the site.I found it gives some well n... read more
Day one and reasons for fasting 10 y
To challenge my relationship with food get rid of my mental dependance on food and gain a true, detached and unemotional approach to food.(It may well be that my dependance on food is presently disguised because I crave healthy foods mostly).
Well I want to find out what I am made of: weak bone or strong bone?
I lack will power and strengh and I am constantly blown every which way by by the tiniest wind constantly changing my mind with the greatest sincerity and conviction.
For example: ... read more