UPDATE: Recent Success (3-Day Fast); Sobriety Willingness 16 y
Need willingness to be really committed to a fasting-supporting diet and be sober in order to fast... have a long-term plan to increase lengths of fasts.
Here is a note I wrote in response to a message. It will do for an update, for March 24th, 2008.
I have just logged in to look at responses to my blog and found your note -- thanks! I hope you... read more
Update, January 16th, 2008 16 y
trying to get positive about a long fast... help
I am needing to make a connection through this blog or somehow.
I am stressed. I am tired. My skin is aged and that hurts emotionally. I am trying to keep up my commitment to fasting. I am mov... read more
Oct. 25th: Starting a 14-Day Fast to Become Permanently Sober, Detoxed, and Free From Food Addiction 17 y
New Attitude: This is Permanent! Fasting for a permanent release from Toxicity. My fast has already begun, so my new life has already begun. Tomorrow, Day Two.
Started a new, life-transforming, food-addiction-permanently-busting, 14-to-30-day fast today, Thusrsday, October 25th, at 1:30 p.m.
In this fast I have a new idea: I am fasting to get alka... read more
Weds., Oct. 24th: Too Toxic to Continue Fast, Fasted 27 Hours 17 y
Lost my Fast Due to Being To Toxic to Conccentrate. EAting DID NOT HELP. But a Breakthrough in that I am NOT stuffing myself in anticipation of beginning my fast again quite soon (tomorrow? and WITHOUT STUFFING!)
I was too f*cked up from -- what -- processed food? to tolerate the fast.
I quit after 27 hours.
Why did I quit?
Reallly i was because I could not settle down to do my homework.
I thoug... read more
Tues. Oct. 23: Calorie Excess Now Gone, But I Am Lost and Must Fast 17 y
Strivign to get into the willingness to fast. Started a fast today of 4 1/4 days, I desperately tell myself, not being willlling to do it at all.
I don't know how long this entry is going to be.
I will post it on forums, though.
I am so tired and need to make fasting my first priority and am so strained because of other obligations.
I am ... read more
Mon., Oct 22:Getting Rid of Calorie Excess, Trying to Make Fasting Priority ONE 17 y
getting back into the mindset of really seriously starting the fast
I don't know how long this entry is going to be, since I have to go to bed.
I shoudl not be writing at all, since I am not in control and writing distracts me from sitting down nd getting really s... read more
Sun. Oct. 21: Still Trying to Start 60 H Fast 17 y
I am searching for the positivity and willingness to really start the long fast in earnest.
I am just blogging to keep up the pratice of blogging daily.
I hurt myself again today. I intended to start my fast but still am unwiling.
I figured out my excess calories and had 1112... read more
Sat., Oct. 20: Last Sweet Processed Food Ever: Where is There Help For Me? ? ? ? 17 y
I am desperate. I despair of ever giving up processed food. I despair of ever getting sober or alkaline or fasting at length or eating lightly at length after a fast and so healing. Please help me. I am alone and cannot help myself.
PLEASE HELP ME -- PLEASE WRITE TO ME IF YOU CAN BE OF SUPPORT -- THANKS -- LAURAY
So I tried, half-heartedly and feeling unready and unwilling, to start my 60-hour fast, yesterday.
I made i... read more
Friday, Oct.19th, 2007: Starting 60-Hour Fast 17 y
Experience the past 2 days and asking how to eat as lightly as I need to (VERY lightly) post fast
I don't want to make this post. I am too tired. I started a 60-hour fast today (last fast was 50 hours).
I started it in the bad way I have of starting fasts. All raw food but way too much at o... read more
Entry 1: Post-Fast Interval 17 y
A report to keep myself accountable to my commitment to abstaining from getting high on food when I am not actually in a fast
Hi. I'm glad you are reading this; please write back.
I am starting this as a daily entry about my compulsive overeating behavior, which is very ingrained but which I am committed to he... read more