Day 3 This shit sucks! 11 y
Ok so itís day 3. I have to keep reminding myself why iím doing this, cuz things arenít goin so hot up in my head. On top of that, thereís an %§#&!ß-on the forum that just talks shit instead of helping people. To make matters worse, I was on a bodybuilding forum discussing the MC and most people said i was an idiot. Iím 5í11Ē 220lb and take my training seriously. Iím not a bodybuilder that wears thongs, rather, just a guy who believes in being strong and able to box. Iím fucking hungry!! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.................. visit the page
Day 2 11 y
Today is even worse. Really dizzy and got a splitting headache. All iíve been thinking about is quitting and going to Burger King to get a Whopper. I know though, that once i finish that Whopper, I will have felt defeated, lost, depressed along with the god-awful feeling of a loser. I know iíll finish my 7 days, but it doesnít hurt to fantasize a bit i guess.
Just to clarify; Iím living in Indonesia at the moment and Burger King just debuted in this country yesterday, so itís kinda a big deal for me. Iíve been seeing the commercials all day on TV. I guess iím showin weakness huh? Off t ... read more
day 1 11 y
Took down the SWF - that is some nasty sh*t!!! Was starving all day and all I want to do is quit. Thatís that.......... visit the page
thoughts before the nasty salt 11 y
I've noticed most individuals don't seem to post after their fourth day.
So tomorrow is the start of a new day - a day for change, much needed change. Iíve noticed most individuals donít seem to post after their fourth day. Let me assure you; we finish what we start around here! So yes, you will read and get to share in my emotional, honest and forthright journey to the elimination of the terror that lurks within me. visit the page