Ok I know that my hubby and I are not meant to be together right now.We ignore our problems to avoid fighting, then we blow up and fight anyway. So I asked him to leave again. I'm not going to be able to have a baby like this. I'm getting too old. We have to get our relationship steady again if we are to even think of having a baby. Does not seem likely at this point. I ended up eating more yesterday than I should have, but less than the day before. That is a good trend. I will in turn strive to do better today. I have an appointment this morning, and after that I will get some homework done. I have already done the household chores, I will get the kids to finish the kitchen. I am going to go out and try to get a job. Wish me luck.
Hey. You are super honest in your blog. That's cool. You clearly want to try something new and make a fresh start. That is a real challenge, but you sound like you are doing really well. Congratulations!
Can I offer a little advice? Taking note of every calorie, every mouthful, every single ingredient seems like a bad idea. It will only make you concentrate on food more and more. I am not saying it isn't good to be aware - it is amazing that you are so reflective. But maybe it isn't necessary to take such detailed notes about what you are eating.
As for your husband, how is he handling these changes? Is he supportive? I hope so. I wonder how he is dealing with his addictions.
I am totally addicted to food - especially sugar. So, I am not judging you at all. I really admire what you are doing.