"No one ever talks to me...Unless they are OLD ...stalkers..or nutcases"
OHHHHHHHHHHH! I forgot to mention that, exactly! It's the same with me, UNBELIEVABLE!! I don't want to go into detail here, why not email me and we can figure out why we are "stuck" and attrating these people into our live when obviously we are not at all like that. They say "like attracts like" I totally don't believe that! unless it's based on "certain" personality traits.
If you email, I don't think it would be the blind leading the blind, but 2 "stuck" people figuring out and working there way out of the lonely pit.
I pretty much figured out (thanks Zoe) that it is my "fear of abandonment" most likely. I'm sure I send out unconcious (sp) signals that say, "leave me alone" or "I'm a victim, come and get me", even though conciously, I want to get close to "good, nice and honorable" people, like myself, and let them get close to me too.