You will get no apology from me, but you will get a bit of accuracy.
First of all, you made a post which contained inflammatory conjecture about Hv not being able to post in the forum due to poliltics, who was friends with whom and the same old song and dance that has been promoted and debated endlessly here.
I edited the post and then sent you a PM explaining why I disagreed with your conjecture and that such posts wer inappropriate for the support forum. Then you made another inflammatory post which had nothing to do with cancer support and I hid that message and sent you a PM letting you know and telling you that such posts had no place in a support forum - certainly not one I moderated.
When you asked for a copy of your message, I did not refuse at all - I asked you which message you were referring to, since you now have three that were either edited or hidden. The third one, which got you banned from the forum was this one:
Hey tony you f***ing baby coward---could I have a copy of the post that was so threatening and scared you so much to share with my friend James.....f***ing coward ass people on this place....my God kindergarten f***in place.....
So no, no apology here. If I were the WM you would be banned from the site entirely for making a post like that.