Much appreciation for taking time to read and to respond to my cry for help. I was not aware that I could be affected by the solar/lunar energies so profoundly. I did a new moon ceremony just yesterday, perhaps this will help. While I already to connect every day to Creator and give thanks, I will keep at it and keep working to stay positive even when things seem to go awry. I generally do good at this, but I have to say, sometimes I get so, so tired of working so hard. However, I won;t give up, I'll keep trying what you recommend. I guess when my energy and hope seems to go dim, it is then I need a spark of light to help me grow stronger, and you provided this.
Thank you again, much love and gratitude~T