I have not spoken to a councellor. I fear that speaking to a councellor may jeopardize my ability to maintain my public appearance.
Lately, I have found myself becoming very attracted to someone I have no business being attracted to. I think this is only adding to my problem, so I have resolved to limit myself from speaking to her. I do not want to be rude, but I definately cannot speak to her as often as I have been. It is difficult for me, but I have managed to keep my conversation at just "hello". It's a catch 22 situation though. Either way is probably going to make it worse in the long run.