Morgellons, Art and God
I haven't posted in a while. I used to post a lot in the Candida Forum
. I was able to get well by studying and learning from other members. It also motivated me. Before I figured I must have had Candida, I suspected Morgellons, but I did what so many do and bowed to the pressure of those saying it's not real. Fast forward a couple of years and it came on like a tornado with a host of new and bizarre symptoms.
I did have a yeast problem though, as the die off from it was way worse than Morgellons, and distinctly different. But part of the die-off was Morgs. For me, the Morg die off is softer, involves the eyes more, and the headache is pretty mild. It can get bad though, esp. with under the skin infections.
Having gotten the upper hand on Candida, largely thanks to Lufenuron, I was confident that I could get rid of the Morgs. But a year and a half later, a few more unhelpful Doctors, Amalgams
removed, all drugs, topicals, enzymes, herbs tried both upside down and sideways, there have only been about 5 treatments that help, and nothing close to a cure. Magnets, The Blow Dryer and Teflon Silicone Spray are probably the best. I've had some great days where I killed masses of it, but it grows back everytime. Over night usually. I've been blogging about what I've done and learned here at:
(I suggest starting at post 9. the older ones are less relevant)
I'm not selling anything so no worries there.
I wasn't very spiritual when I began, I mainly said that I was pantheistic to be polite. Star Trek was more by cup of tea.
I tried to stay grounded and avoid wild theories, but I kept coming up against a problem with the timeline, and the state of Earth's expertise in Nanothech and Synthetic Biology, and our ability to manipulate Hydrogel. To have a foothold in a patient by 2002, It had to be complete at least 15 years earlier, and considering what would necessarily be clandestine human experiments, this might take more on the order of 25 years, and that's assuming we could do this at all.
I've done a lot of quiet observation of what it's doing in my body, and as I started to grasp some of the subtleties of how it's movement and it's tricks of movement, it sort of smacked me in the face. Not from Earth. Designed using DNA from organisms here, yes, but the know-how just isn't here. Is still a ways off. So there were only two options. Supernatural or Sci-Fi.
I found a few compelling theories in the sci-fi realm, but they all had supernatural elements too.
So I embarked on a spiritual quest that has turned out to be more interesting than any of the Science
or medicine. Running through the blog is my artwork which has been strangely prophetic, a bit scary, but always guiding.
My journey is nowhere near over, but it has already given me answers to stuff I thought un-knowable. I've waited to share as I kind of wanted to ride in on a white horse and save the day, but maybe there's something better that a cure. I've been touched by God twice, and The Yuck once, and hopefully last time.
I've found that people tend to love Jesus, or turn their nose, like they would at bad fashion, or tacky furniture. It usually turns out to be a turn-off from being around Bible Thumpers.
So I went into it with no real expectation. Very little spiritual knowledge, but with an open mind and good attitude, ready for anything. I hope you read it and get inspired. Although I go through the muck of the Dark Side, the positive is winning. And he started to heal me with an intense vibration about 7 minutes in duration, just two days ago. He also checked out my leg deep inside, I think where the infection began, and I felt pressure all around me, almost like being held. All while I was driving. I don't know if he started a process that's continuing on its own, or whether I'll get more treatment, or if he had to analyze first.
I haven't been able to get through for two days, so I'm a tiny bit anxious. The great thing is that anyone can get this. He's not just our God :) I talk about what I did in detail so you can do it too. Also, I ran into trouble with the Dark Side continually, so I talked a lot about how to avoid that. It turned out to be simple, pure, beautiful, but different than I imagined. More urgent. More inspiring. We really are in this together and we need to start acting like it. Talking to one another, sharing, learning. We are more important than I had imagined, but we're very young. Try to keep an open mind. Not too mired in doctrine. That's going to slow you down. Don't sweat the small stuff. There are big challenges ahead and Jesus is trying to save all that he can.
Earth, for now, is slipping away. Morgellons is much more than a pathogen. More like a platform, operating system, or terra former. Earth is becoming Hell. This is my opinon. Morgellons is everywhere, in everything. Check out my blog. If you feel it, show others.
Why does the Dark Side fear us? Why such overkill with Morgellons and such secrecy? They fear us coming together. I don't know exactly what we have, but I know that they fear it and have spent decades trying to separate, isolate, and alienate us from one another. Jesus said "the future is not written." So there is hope. He also said "if we fight, we die." So we are peaceful beings, yet a threat if we come together. That makes me really curious to see we can do.
Time is a problem though. I'm not sure how much we have and how long Jesus can hold him off. They are at war right now, but Jesus isn't fighting. I'm not sure why I got this stuff. Perhaps because I became a true seeker about a year ago. They don't tell me much, but everything they say or show me grows in me. Strange, but somehow normal, like I already knew that would happen.
Anyway, please read, study, pray, tell others, don't fear though. What ever happens, think positively. Read the end first, if that helps. We mustn't be negative any longer. That's His handiwork too. Stay positive. We are sisters and brothers. We all know and love each other. But do it soon just in case.