Thanks Refreshed, there was a time I could not have written about my father as I have on an open forum but I don't have a problem anymore. As I got older I had a better realisation of the consequences of people's actions.
I wanted to share my story because we all have stories to tell in our lives and you can overcome them and I know I have with the help of God.
God called me when I was young about 10 years after my father left and I didn't know why I was the last person you would have said was religious but now I am religious and believe because I know he does exist, if he had not have called me I would still be a non believer like I was raised. Mum and Dad believed we should make up our own minds about religion but God made my mind up for me. If I could make everyone feel what I felt when I had my calling all would believe, you just know when you get it who is sending it.
I know God loves me and it works vice versa.
I believe if you do wrong and repent God will forgive. He loves everyone.
I read on the Gerson website or heard it on a video of someone following the Gerson Therapy that the food mill does remove the fiber but leaves the pulp so just using a blender is not the same. You can try passing it through a mesh strainer a few times to remove a lot of the fiber.
I'm trying really hard to fix whatever is causing my symptoms mentioned in the title. These symptoms started getting as bad as they are after a traumatic event. I feel a lot better these days, but am really foggy headed all the time, can't concentrate, introverted and apathetic, sometimes irritable. I already had these issues before the trauma, but they were very mild.
I've read about how great Iodine is for brain fog and was wondering if that would help me? I hate how unmotivated I am about my life. Most people my age are nothing like this. If someone has any ideas or needs more details... Please let me know. I've talked to my doctor about it and he tells me I need medication for depression and that he will not help me in a holistic way.
Here's an example of what it's like to live with this everyday: I'll be driving, it's 1pm, and I have to squint my eyes because my eyes get so sensitive to sunlight. My brain just spaces out, sometimes so much that I can barely focus my eyes and my vision blurs. I recognize how out-of-it I am but it's very difficult to pull myself out, and even if I do, I easily slip back in.
I also have hollow, black circles around my eyes 24/7, I'm always tired, and I sleep around 8 hours every night. My diet is usually decent, I drink a lot of water, and I supplement with a multi, fish oil, vitamin c, magnesium, vitamin d, and zinc. I relate to the symptoms of mercury toxicity and am going to try a cilantro+chlorella detox tincture along with 5 drops daily of Lugol'sIodine 2%.
That diet can help you post fasting to find out if food is triggering your acne.
If your acne disappear during the water fast, that will be quite a strong evidence that food may have something to do with your acne.
Common acne triggers are sugars added to foods, milk, flour products, oils and fats especially processed and heated oils and fats, industrially processed and packaged foods and drinks, food additives , food preservatives , and some people can even have problems with meat, or fish or shrimps, or nuts, or even some vegetables.
When it comes to water fasting, take it one day at a time, and read a lot about water fasting!
Liver flush may also help before the fast, by cleansing the liver.
Water enema on the first days of the fast may also help by cleaning the colon from feces that may stay inside of you for many days.
Keep us updated with your fasting experience, and with any changes in your symptoms.
Dec. 14th was the full moon and one of the days when the moon was closest to the earth. If there ever was a day to hunt parasites, that day was it. Actually I started two days prior with my protocol.
I took 100 mg. of mebendazole morning and evening. On Dec. 15th, I released a nest of flukes. Momma and some large juveniles. I will post a picture soon. Most came out in one movement. The next day I passed more. I continued to take the mebendazole ( I had a supply that I had ordered from Australia via Ebay) for a total of 6 days.
Frustrated, I decided to see if the public health lab would identify the critters. I called them and just wouldn't take no for an answer. I hand delivered a mason jar with the parasites in a .90% saline solution. I talked my Naturopath into selling me the solution. The lab insisted that I had to use it.
Lab results came back saying no worms and no flukes. *&^)(*&_)_)_ Of course they didn't say what the 2 inch long by 3/8 inch wide momma was!!
Still frustrated, I looked at ICU's fluke protocol on CZ. It emphasized that a positive ID was a really good idea. The fluke protocol uses a combination of albendazole and ivermectin. A cautionary note said that if you dosed yourself incorrectly, all of your hair could fall out!!!!!!
I just finished going online to look at ParaWellnessResearch.com. They will do urine and stool testing for $300. Retesting is $200. So that's my next step. I have no idea if I got re-infested or if I never got all of the eggs during the many months that I cleansed. At least it seems like I am down to only one type of parasite. My health is so much better but I am still suffering from some fatigue and weakness. The scary part is that flukes are often associated with liver cancer.
Persistence, patience and resourcefulness will get me thru this. There are some people on CZ that advocate a herbal cleansing for 2 years. They may be right.
A visit to my Naturopath elicited this protocol. 2 days before the full moon, take pyrantel paomate. The next day start with 200 mg of mebendazole 2 times a day for a total of three days. Then another 500 mg of pyrantel paomate, which is Reese's Pinworm medicine. Avail. over the counter at drugstores. I think this is a good protocol for killing adults but it may not do anything for eggs. My personal experience and belief is that you have to do egg killing every damn day. I intend to start that again once I get these %*^)) identified. Stay tuned.
I have been reading a book about detoxification and it talks about yeasts and fungi.
I have come to believe that the yellow stuff that I first identified as flukes may be a yeast or fungi. It seems to be associated with the Tapeworm that I got rid of. I am wondering if it is stored food for the tapeworm?? Who knows?!! I have eliminated most yeasts from my diet since I no longer eat any products made with flour or sugar. That has improved my health a lot.
Anyway, I am sorry to hear that you are having so much trouble. Alcohol is the only thing I can think of that might help you with your refrigerator. You can now buy alcohol in spray bottles. I use it to disinfect counters, sinks, toilets, etc. It does kill parasite eggs. Diatomaceous earth is also good for parasites. Maybe you could sprinkle it on your dog's hair or mix it in his food. Be sure to use FOOD GRADE. Ask your vet.
A really good air filter may help you too. I have one that is great. It is made by Winix and has two types of cleaning technology. If I put a musty scarf by it, it partially cleans it. If I walk by it and fart, it turns on and runs at high speed. Some reviewers of the air filter have said that when their dog sits down next to the unit, it turns on.
You can get furnace ducts cleaned and a HEPA filter put on the furnace. That way you could turn the heat back on.
Try vacuuming every day and be sure to let as much sunlight as possible into your house.
It must be really hard to be cold and sick. You have my sympathy.