You need to tell someone about this. Maybe a freinds parents or a teacher if not the police. I'm only 12 but i'm not stupid and i know this is wrong. Also you especially need to tell someone about the bleeding, i haven't heard of bleeding after anal sex and i don't think it's natural. I'm so sorry about this and best wishes to you.
Hi Im a 15 year old girl and I suspect i was touched when i was younger. I have no memory but i have so many symptoms of sexual abuse as a child. The one that really freaks me out is that a symptom is being aroused while hearing about a child whos been abused. Im not a pedophile(i actually prefer older men)but apparently thats my body "reliving" the abuse. Ive always felt so connected to the victims on law and order SVU and im so attracted to those stories, it makes me feel disgusting. I cant have intimate relationships, I have serious trust issues and ive had multiple rape dreams, and all i think about is sex. When i was super young i forgot how old i was i had a dream a man was peeing towards me and i wet the bed from the dream. I also had a dream my guyfriend raped me. In 6th grade i had a dream that i was being raped by an older man and i said my boobs were gonna explode for some reason?? Like what?? I sexualize meaningful relationships no matter who it is and i love being humiliated and being in pain during sex and ive always fantasized about rape an I don't know why I feel so disgusting saying that. When i was younger i tried to kiss my uncle in the bad way. Ugh ew saying that makes me so grossed out. But i think that was my way of acting out?? Like ok?? if that means anything. I feel like saying no to a man is rude and i feel the need to please men how ever they like no matter what it is and i feel like my sexuality is so dirty and shameful.I feel like every man just uses me for sex and is taking advantage of me. I have so many symptoms of sexual abuse its crazy. I just dont have any memories.I feel like sex is the only thing I'm good at. I did have a messed up family life and child hood i was always put down on my weight and my parents didnt stand up for me or nurture me like they should have so now i have body dysmorphia disorder, depression, and im suicidal and went through 2 eating disorders. I was also depressed as a child i never felt connected to my body. Please help me!!
"DALLAS ó State agents raided the Dallas offices of adult classified ad portal Backpage dot com and arrested Chief Executive Officer Carl Ferrer following allegations that adult and child sex-trafficking victims were forced into prostitution through escort ads posted on the site.
Ferrer, 55, was arrested on a California warrant after arriving Thursday in Houston on a flight from Amsterdam. Authorities also issued warrants for the arrest of the siteís controlling shareholders, Michael Lacey, 68, and James Larkin, 67.
ďMaking money off the backs of innocent human beings by allowing them to be exploited for modern-day slavery is not acceptable in Texas,Ē Texas Attorney General Ken Paxton, a Republican, said in a statement.
California Attorney General Kamala Harris said that Ferrer was arrested on felony charges of pimping a minor, pimping, and Conspiracy to commit pimping. He is being held in lieu of $500,000 bond and will face an extradition hearing before he can be returned to California.
Under Californiaís law, felony pimping is defined as making money off of prostitutes or soliciting customers for prostitution.
ďRaking in millions of dollars from the trafficking and exploitation of vulnerable victims is outrageous, despicable and illegal,Ē said Harris, a Democrat who is running for the U.S. Senate in next monthís election. ďBackpage and its executives purposefully and unlawfully designed Backpage to be the worldís top online brothel.Ē
An attorney representing Backpage, Liz McDougall, did not immediately respond to telephone and email messages left by The Associated Press.
Lacey and Larkin are former owners of the Village Voice and the Phoenix New Times. An attorney who previously represented the two men, Michael Manning, did not immediately respond to a telephone message from The AP.
Backpage advertises a wide range of services, but the California arrest warrant alleges that internal business records obtained through a search warrant show that 99 percent its revenue came from its adult services section between January 2013 and March 2015. California officials said the site collects fees from users who use coded language and nearly nude photos to offer sex for money.
Worldwide revenue from sex ads topped $3.1 million in just one week last year, according to a court affidavit. It says Ferrer expanded Backpageís share of online sex marketing by creating affiliated sites including EvilEmpire dot com and BigCity dot com with related content.
Larkin and Lacey each received $10 million bonuses from the website in September 2014, according to the court filing. It says Backpage was created in 2004, but since 2014 has been owned by a Netherlands-based company that has Ferrer as its only named partner.
California authorities said the stateís three-year investigation found many of the ads include victims of sex trafficking including children under the age of 18.
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One of the advertisers, identified only as 15-year-old ďE.S.,Ē Ēwas forced into prostitution at the age of 13 by her pimp,Ē according to an affidavit filed with the complaint. She used other online advertising services until they were shut down, the court filing says, when she turned to Backpage.
ďI mean really, coming from someone my age, there is too much access, like itís too easy for people to get on it and post an ad,Ē she told California Special Agent Brian Fichtner, according to his affidavit.
California officials said their investigation was prompted in part by the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children, which reported 2,900 instances to California authorities since 2012 when suspected child sex trafficking occurred using Backpage.
The criminal complaint includes allegations that five minors, three of them including ďE.S.Ē under age 16, paid to post advertisements on Backpage.
The charges against Ferrer could bring him nearly 22 years in prison, while Larkin and Lacey face a maximum six years.
A U.S. Senate subcommittee that has investigated the company estimated its annual revenues at more than $150 million."
Hello Ma'am Dont Worry Im Here For You,I Know That You Bleed When You Get Raped But I Never Been Raped The Reason You Bleed Is Because Your Body Is Being Forced To Do It So It Will Bleed But I Promise You That If You Call The Police On Him Everything Will Get Better Ok.
This is quite explainable from technical point, because sex can be powerful energy gaining mechanism, so being in your situation of abusers around, father passing memory, you unintentedly are seeking for smth to give you strength to overcome this.
The whole chapter of Chinese Chi-gong, the energy gaining and rejuvenation practice, is about using sex to transmute your sexual energy into vital, emotional, mental etc, making you stronger in all aspects.
There's healing, which won't require even him talking to psychologist, if this is difficult to him.
There are acupuncture schemes, of three points, very simple, to erase anything harmful in the past, moment or period. They are so simple, you can do them yourself for him, as heating points by incense stick.
For this method it doesn't matter, if the problem is stroke, fracture, or job loss or what you're facing. They invoke the harmony energy relative to THAT TIME, to erase anything harmful NOW.