Toxic best friend
Last year (grade 9) my best friend and I would hang every single day after school and basically every weekend too, near the end of the year she got a job so we couldn't hang out as much but on the days she wasn't working we would hang out. At that time (and now) I had absolutely nothing going on, I didn't have a job, I wouldn't do my homework, on the days she was busy I would go home and do nothing and she knew all of this. Near the end of grade 9 she got a boyfriend and i honestly didn't care, we would still hang out a lot and it wasn't any different. until her boyfriend started to hate me because he was jealous I hung out with her so much and he thinks I'm a horrible friend for some reason even though I am literally always there for his girlfriend (my best friend) so then it becomes summer break where we have over 2 months of no school and by this time me and my friend weren't hanging out as much. During the summer break we hardly hung out she spent the majority of her time with her bf which I understand but it was still hurtful. So school starts again and we're the exact same as the year before as if the summer didn't even happen and we started hanging out again (not as much as before though) so the months go by and she starts working out and going to the gym near our school (from 3-5) I would go with her and I wouldn't work out though because I didn't feel like it and I would go with her because I had nothing better to do. Basically I would just sit beside her on my phone doing nothing for 2 hours, right after she finishes working out she calls her parents right away like she can't stand to spend a second with me if she's not doing something to distract her from me. Maybe 2 months go by of me going to the gym with her and I stop going because I can tell she doesn't care either way. So then we completely stop hanging out after school and on the weekends, we would always be together during school though, we were also each other's only friends) so then in November the vice principal calls her and her parents in to talk to them and the vice principal completely blames me for my friends grades, says I'm forcing her to go late to class and skip class, and her parents tell her she's not allowed to be friends with me (the most offensive part about this was that she agreed with it all, that everything bad in her life was my fault, she's one of those people that can never take the blame UNLESS it's for her boyfriend then she'll take the blame even when it's not her fault) so she goes on to tell her bf that me and her are not allowed to hang out and of course he's super happy about that which makes her feel better about herself knowing her parents and her bf think it's the perfect solution because f*** me right? Who cares about me who's been there for her for over 2 years now. Then in December we have winter break and we hardly talk (we don't hang out at all for the 2 weeks of the break) we get back to school and we both act like nothing happened and that it's completely normal for "best friends" not to hang out during a school break. So fast forward maybe a month and she asks me to hangout until 4 after school (she was hanging out with her boyfriend at 4:30) so school ends and we walk down to the bus stop which takes 30 minutes then go into a grocery store, buy some food and she gets on a bus at 3:45. At this point we had hung out outside of the gym for a total of 45 minutes in like 4 months. Fast forward again to April and it's her birthday, I ask her what she wants and she tells me so we go and get our nails done and go to the store to buy her gift and then she calls her mom to pick her up. (For her birthday she celebrated it with her boyfriend, she did invite me but it was an empty invite knowing I wouldn't accept it, she has told me her boyfriend hates me and thinks all these horrible things about me so why would I go) by this time I have been depressed since the end of November, it is now Late June and for about a week I have felt good, me and my friend still don't hang out after school and don't even talk online after school unless it's to send a video or she will text me talking about somebody else. so today (friday) she asks me to hang out until 4 because she has work at 4:30 so we do the exact same thing as last time, at the end of school we go down to the bus stop, go to the store and I buy food for myself. The majority of the time we are walking to the bus stop she's texting her boyfriend. Once we get to the store she calls her boyfriend and they're arguing about something and completely ignores me even though we haven't hung out for like 10 months now so the second she gets off the phone she gets on a bus at 3:45 and when I got home i felt horrible just completely used and worthless after a week of actually feeling good for the first time in so long. she is also a really judgemental and jealous person, she finds every possible flaw there is on a person and acts like she's prettier then them all (she is pretty but she has such an awful personality)I've been trying to improve myself and stop judging people and being rude to people which I started doing because of her. It's obviouksy really hard improve myself when I have nobody supporting me and nobody encouraging me and saying I'm doing well, she doesn't even notice I'm nicer to people because she's blinded by her jealously that I'm actually starting to become a better person (which she would never admit) she always brings me down and treats me like a slave and yells at me in front of people at school She even told me to "shut up" and "don't talk" in front of our entire class because we were about to do a presentation and the computer wasn't working so I asked her if she knew how to fix it and she replied with that and even my class who don't like me looked at me with pity and looked at her like the awful person she is. Later in the class she asked me a question and I answer her as short as possible and she has the audacity to say "don't be f***ing rude to me" very loud and people around us heard and I told her she was just extremely rude to me and embarrassed me in front of the whole class and her reply was "well u were talking and I was trying to do something so" and that's how she always treats me, with absolutely no respect. Can somebody just tell me what I'm supposed to do?