I HATE MY FRICKIN JOB. I dont even want to go to work every day. I totally dredge it. I stand there for hours at a register and 5 million people with groceries come through. I am standing there and my ass is burning and my crotch is burning and my dick is sore and hurts everytime I move. Almost feels like skin of my dick rolls up and makes it stick. very uncomfortable and I CANT DO IT. Sometimes a certain area of my crotch hurts, like tonight it was the left side of my crotch between my left leg.
If this is a healing crisis or dieoff symptoms,I can hardly go on..I know I have said this before and its like a repeat story. The longer it goes on though,the more tired I get of it.
I know a lot of you may think im full of S** and making this up. Just to let you know,every symptom I say and everything I describe is HONEST true. I wish it wasnt. I wish I felt like a normal 19 year old and could wake up with no neck pain and stuffed sinuses and cramps amd 5 million moving nervous feelings through my body.
Somehow I made it through today...if there is a God I wish hed take this away..
Hate to say it, but it's the cussing and the complaining that did you in. HAHA!!
NO seriously, we all know what your going through. I don't know if there's anyone on this forum who hasn't felt depressed and or suffered because of health problems. We just take a different approach to getting help.
Maybe be a little more thoughtful in how you word your feelings, but of course don't think you've got to live by any 'supposed' CZ standards of expressing yourself. Part of growing up I guess.
It's best to keep the cussing to a minimum on an open forum though!
There is no need to continually use the langauge you do just to ask for help, let alone repeat similar posts ad naseum. Please respect that a wide array of posters use this form for support (including children) If you want to complaign about how bad your life is we have a forum called rants & raves that may serve your needs. I see you took my suggestion and created your own blog to vent on. ;-)
Please try and use *this* forum to get advice and share ideas (respectfully).