I have this problem in my house with people i am living with. I am sure they are slowly poisoning me i do not know why, for what reason but i feel so sick.
If i eat from them i always get a diarrea and i feel my heart pounding really fast then i get pain in the chest.
I feel this symptoms come after i eat their food, few minutes later, but chest pain comes few hours later.
I had a feeling i would die or my heart would explode. I stopped eating from them and they are puting some stuff on door knobs. It must be very toxic because when i touch it with my hand when i open the door and then eat something that stuff gets into my system and get pain again. Also i can not wash that stuff with water, like it is so toxic and resistant to water.
Also i remember when they bought me some food in boxes that were closed they i always found some hole in the bag of chips for example and i knew they put something inside.
Also when i came someday home one person offered me fried eggs and i said i won't eat them and later i saw she threw it in the trash. She said nobody would eat it and the point was it was not even cooked for me because i just came home and it must have been prepared for someone else.
Also i feel sick all the time at home, but when i go away all the symptoms dessapear. I have to be away for few days. I also save a sample of liquid that they put something in and i do not know where to test it.
I am afraid to tellk anybody because i do not know they would beleive me. I am over 35 yo.
It has been over 3 years that that was happening and i feel like my body can nnot take it , that i will seriously gt ill. Also i lose all the appetite when i am at home. Also i have 2 blackouts and i am positive it is because of this poison.
So tell me what would the poison be - i think it must be a pesticide or something, because it is very toxic. i do not know. but i feel like when i eat that food my mouth get sterilized or something so it could be some detergent, but detergents are not toxic and do not make you feel so horrible.
I have to find out what is happening. PLEAE HELP. WHat should i do, i do not want to get really ill.
You may have Candida and the dishwahing soap your housemates use may be aggrivating it. First thing though is to move out if you can legally do so. If it is just breaking a lease though, break it. Do some homework about Candida and the post your question in the Ask Andreas Forum - Ask Barefoot Herbal Forum-Dr. Richard Schulze Herbal Remedies Support Forum #3 http://curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=100048.
I wish the Ask Shelly Forum was still active that is a good one. You might also want to ask Wrenn- She has solid advice and she was victimized for years and has overcome all kinds of obstacles. Wrenn has a blog but she has not posted to it in a while.
There is a lot of help here but if you are really being poisoned...get out of there.
If it is just Candida and Paranoia, there is a lot of support here as well.
There is fasting, clensing, and emotional support here but it is not something that can be taken lightly. Find some help and listen to your heart.
If you really, really believe that these folks are trying to poison you, then you have to take some quick action. First of all, yes, get out of there. Make your plans quietly and when you have everything ready, just do it.
You haven't said what or who these people are to you, your family, boarding house, school dorm? Why do they feed you when you come home? Are you referring to a spouse perhaps?
In any case, you ought to not just be throwing out these suspicious substances on your food and doorknobs, but instead use a piece of cloth to rub off the doorknob and save bits of the food in foil or plastic baggies. Then look in the phone book for labs where you can have this stuff tested. If indeed what you think is true, then you need to contact the police because this would be criminal activity, these folks are trying to murder you and they ought to be prosecuted. But you need to have this objectively proven, and you can only do this by getting lab tests performed.
On the other hand, there are diseases which can make you feel all the things that you are experiencing, or you have some other issues going on that make you highly suspicious of these individuals. Consider that as convinced as you are of their evil intents, it's possible that things are not as you perceive them to be.
In any case, you also need to see a doctor for some blood and specimen tests. Whatever the situation is, you can't afford to be just speculating.
Blessings to you.
The above suggestions are really good and if I were in your shoes, I'd follow them. In the meantime, you need to do a heavy duty detox! For the immediate problem, get yourself several tinctures of Milk Thistle (temporarily dbl the suggested dose) and eat lots of artichokes -- these things will help pull toxins out of your system and liver. Later do a systemic cleanse. The wisest and real solution is to remove yourself from the environment, immediately, if you truly value your life.
There are 2 other things you could possibly look into. You'll have to get them online, sent to another location other than your house.
1. Tiny security cameras to survey them. We call them "nanny cams"
2. There are digital recording devices that are activated when someone speaks. See if you can get a few and place them throughout the house. You might be able to capture some proof of your claims.
Relax, it is not who you think is poisoning you. It is the government with their Conspiracy to eliminate a certain number of us. They use a tactic to make you think it is others that are in a position to do such. Hence, it serves as a double to eliminate more, you might retaliate and eliminate the suspected ones! So those who do this, watch out! I am watching you!