Thanks Bella and Raine, I'll think about it, but maybe under an assumed name. i was getting messages from an X that caused some problems.
There is a chance my children and i will be relocating in the spring to AZ. I really need a fresh start in life, it seems all of my old demons are starting to come around again, and it's driving me insane trying to deal with them all at once. But then again, my BF says I am only just trying to run away.
I have completely let my diet go to sh** and i am so frustrated right now I can't even get in the right frame of mind to tackle anything.
I do NOT want to go back on medication, but my ups and downs are getting worse, and I am only noticing it when its to late and words and actions have already been said and done.
I know that fasting will help to regulate the chemicals in my brain, as it has before, but honestly... I am just really lost right now.
I'm going to try, but its so hard.
Has anyone else on this forum dealt with Bi-polar disorder? It would be great to be able to talk to someone that has had to deal with it personally, or in their immediate family.