Today is a good day! My official day one!
Here I go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Date: 7/10/2006 12:08:27 PM ( 9 y ) ... viewed 1640 times
Ok, so I was a good girl last night. Even though it was midnight I made my husband let me run into the store and got tons of apples and pears and carrots. I love cherry juice but I grabbed a bag last time in the store and had to put it back, it was small and still came to $16.00 !
Yesterday I got some great encouragement from rubyvroom and that it was all it took, I am totally siked!I even sat my kids down and told them how to encourage mom, and they were totally into it, my 7 year old said ,"Mom, I just want you to be happy". I do my best to try and keep my problems to myself, but they arn't stupid. I know they hear me in the bathroom crying, I know they think it's weird that I just fall down asleep on the couch in the middle of the day after sleeping 10 hours. Sometimes I think that the guilt of not being the kind of mom I should me, stalls my efforts. I say I think I can do it, but deep down I have HUGE doubts. I start counseling next week to help me get some confidence back.
So as I am getting ready to make my first glass of juice, send your encouraging rays my way and I will pray daily for all of you who are struggling as I am. Sometimes I think that God has made me this way so that I can overcome it and teach others. So if I can help others, this will all be worth it, every moment! My doctors are baffled and so is my family, but I will get better, hope you all watch and see!!!!
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